Behold

I have nothing that changes before the face of God,
for where I am known, I am found,
and when I am lost, the sky trembles with pain.
The eyes of the almighty are granted to me,
and I am able to see, love and peace are within me.
Blood from my wrists turns into water,
fed to the poor, and the helpless,
my scars become maps, and my experience light.
Regret and guilt are spread like butter over my mind
but my heart attacks back with higher power,
for he lives within me, and I am not afraid.
I will no longer fear the threats and the temptations.
My jealousy will be hurt, for I will laugh at it,
say it is no longer welcome in my life.
Awakened within me is something new that cannot loose,
With the strength of the lord on my side,
all opposers may be vanquished into dust.