How Many Lives

How many lives will I hurt?
How many lives will I burden?
How many lives will I stress out?
How many lives will I annoy?
How many lives will I bother?
How many lives will I confuse?
How many lives will I embarrass?
How many lives will I get in the way of?
How many lives will I scare?
How many lives will I worry?
How many lives will I ruin before i feel good again?

I need to help everyone else before I help myself.